
Grandma, some
ninety plus years, sat feebly on the
patio bench. She didn't move, just
sat with her head down staring at her
hands. When I sat down beside her,
she didn't acknowledge my presence and
the longer I sat, I wondered if she was
OK.
Finally, not really wanting to disturb
her but wanting to check on her at the
same time, I asked her if she was OK.
She raised her head and looked at me and
smiled.
"Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking,"
she said in a clear strong voice.
"I didn't mean to disturb you, Grandma,
but you were just sitting here staring
at your hands and I wanted to make sure
you were ok", I explained to her.
"Have you ever looked at your hands",
she asked. "I mean really looked
at your hands?"
I slowly opened my hands and stared down
at them. I turned them over, palms
up and then palms down. No, I
guess I had never really looked at my
hands as I tried to figure out the point
she was making.
Grandma smiled and related this story:
"Stop and think for a moment about the
hands you have, how they have served you
well throughout your years. These
hands, though wrinkled, shriveled and
weak have been the tools I have used all
of my life to reach out and grab and
embrace life. They braced and
caught my fall when as a toddler I
crashed upon the floor. They put
food in my mouth and clothes on my back.
As a child my mother taught me to fold
them in prayer.
They tied my shoes and pulled on my
boots. They dried the tears of my
children and caressed the love of my
life. They wiped my tears when my
husband went off to war. They have
been dirty, scraped and raw, swollen and
bent. They were uneasy and clumsy
when I tried to hold our newborn
daughter.
Decorated with my wedding band they
showed the world that I was married and
loved someone special. They wrote
the letters home and trembled and shook
when I buried my parents and spouse.
They have held children, consoled
neighbors, and shook in fists of anger
when I didn't understand.
They have covered my face, combed my
hair, and washed and cleansed the rest
of my body. They have been sticky
and wet, bent and broken, dried and raw.
And to this day when not much of
anything else of me works real well
these hands hold me up, lay me down, and
again continue to fold in prayer.
These hands are the mark of where I've
been and the ruggedness of my life.
But more importantly it will be these
hands that God will reach out and take
when He leads me home. And with my
hands He will lift me to His side and
there I will use these hands to touch
the face of Christ."
I will never look at my hands the same
again. But I remember God reached
out and took my grandma's hands and led
her home.
When my hands are hurt or sore or when I
stroke the face of my children and
husband I thank grandma. I know
she has been stroked and caressed and
held by the hands of God. I, too,
want to touch the face of God and feel
His hands upon my face.
Author Unknown




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